2nd Day of Post Diet Diet

So far, this new diet is not going as planned :P

It is just too difficult on a weekend to keep to a planned diet. Sometimes when you are out and about, it is just not practical to look for no fat, balanced carb and protein meals. Even eating at home, it is too much of an imposition to have my family suffer the low cal food just because of me, so i'd rather just eat what everybody else is eating. The fact that i have to keep meals small and eat 5 meals alone requires some getting used to as well.

Had a couple of protein shakes so far, they were alright, and could last me 2.5 to 3 hours. Tomorrow back to work would be a better gauge as a workday is more routine and meal times more regular.

Friday was the wedding, yesterday was the post-wedding delivery, had to help the bride and groom run errands like returning of the gowns and suits, transporting of the unconsumed alcohol etc. Got 2 bottles of wine for my effort *grin*.

Having been in close proximity with the groom the past 2 days has really caused me to start re-examining our strained relationship. It is evident that he has come a long way since a year back. But i still have that fear of being overly depended upon which i felt was a real problem back then. I don't mind being depended upon but i mind having my helpful disposition abused. Anyways, they are flying off to Paris for their 2 week honeymoon so that'll leave me some time for thoughtful reflections. But it is likely that i'll go with the flow and see how things progress from there.

Oh, i'm sure that it was the alcohol talking, but the most uncomfortable moment during the wedding was when i posed for a pic with the groom and he called me his best friend. I definitely don't feel the same way, no where near... but i kinda hope he sees it too. Sounds so much like unrequited love, maybe because it is. Then again, i'm sure we all had suffered varying degrees of this at one time or another.

A couple more shots from the 26th floor, if you are familiar with the Singapore landscape, this was taken from the Concorde Hotel. Thanks Kevin for trying, you'll get a complimentary tea drink on Tuesday, haha.